PHOEBE: the nerd version. i gtta buck up. gtta start revising. ive nt started. sian. think of startg then look at the book and feel so sian. argh!
tmr gt phys spd tst. chap 5. can la. it's the CG pt tht i dun rly gt.
oh shit man. idk hw to do the stupid SS SBQ. haiz. so demoralising.
dammit la. i dun feel like doing anyth. i shld hv taken hist. then can copy ss frm joy or hill.
fp. argh!!! idk what to do. i'm like whing evryday. haiz. i'm so despo for ideas to make fp unforgettable tht i even asked seniors what they wanted.
mr goh is leavg durg june hols. wth. then chng tcher?? sekali kenna ms tan. then i cfm fail physics le la. nt tht i doubt her tchg skills, it's i dun think i'll be awake durng her lessons.
난 바보였어. 나 왜 너 좋아? 니가 뭐가 좋아? 어려워. 내년이. stupid me. wth.
idk how to do hmwk sia. sian.
edit~#1 *SCREAMS*
i still dun feel too well.
*SCREAMS FOR THE 2ND TIME*
forget it. it'll nt work.
fweaking idiot. [i din spell tht wrongly.] stupid.
*opens and shuts mouth like a goldfish out of water*
k. i'm jst tryg to relieve stress here.
walao. i srsly hv no idea wad the sbq is abt.
tdy, i saw you frm the top. yea, phrase it anothr way: i saw the top of your head. it was like this: i walked out of class coz it was stifling and there was nbdy to tok to and you knw hw i h8 being quiet. anw, i look dwn the railg and there u go walk to the strs. hey, this is jst mere coincidence u might say. tht's what i'm trying to convince my mind to think. srsly, why did you have to act like you cared abt me?? ho ya. i was too sensitive. i made too much of a simple gesture. but it's nt jst once or twice, you stupid idiot. you srsly make me feel like such a dumbass now, you faggot. i think i had enuff. or maybe nt. shld try to figure out the correct wire to pluck out or it'll backfire and explode. then i'll be hurt, in the end. i prolly am alry hurt. no, i am hurt alry. simple gestures can easily make a girl 'melt' meaning touched. if u do this to other girls, i tell you, you are so going to break so many hearts.
enuff of emo-ing. it's stupid.
wish i was... wish you were...
edit~#2 ho. it seems like it was all a mistake jst by looking at a picture of you. no, srsly. it's stupid. your dimples are cute and all. but the heart-thumping pt whenever i see you is gone. it's vanished.
you know yourself. you know whether you felt anything at all. you know it. it's just the matter of whether you are facing up to it. you prolly hv. and i just want to hold on to an illusion.
it's simply a waste of time. w8ing is nt fun at all. especially when feelings are nt reciprocated.